37 of #120sadhana: How to write a book

I am here. Here I am. Today is a new day. I’ve been busy with other things the past couple of days and haven’t been as connected to my book project again. However, I’ve been continuing with posting on the Blueprint Wellness blog, writing 500 words in the manuscript and doing Sobagh Kriya everyday.

It is late and I need to keep this short again because I must get some sleep! Everyday there are cool things happening. I am seeing the ways that I am being challenged to go beyond my limited me-focused thought patterns and mindset. I’m lucky to have a great space and group of people to work through all of this with in my personal and professional lives.

Sometimes I feel disappointed that I don’t have more time and energy that I am spending on translating and expressing everything that I’m learning in a more artful and intentional way. There are really interesting ideas and concepts that I am aware of, but I can tell that I need more time to understand them fully and to work with them further to play around more and see where it can go. To start to practice and embody a stronger sense of the feeling of “complete” is something that is also starting to show up for me. Sometimes I am really really feeling it and other times I’m aware that it’s not there and I am looking for ways to find it or to let it emerge.

What I’m really thinking about is how I need / want to write something that feels complete. I have all these fragments and big thoughts, but not enough detail or story to bring them to life in the way that I think is needed in order to create easier ways to connect to the points and ideas being considered.

Completely,

Laura